you know there's a reason behind all this negativeness, but i guess it is sth you will never get it. i mean, you don't get it, do you? i think i gave up long ago. the sentences don't seem to add up but sometimes it's just so difficult to put eveything into words. i guess you never did get or understand everything and i really don't know what is up with you these day. like seriously. you are like on and off and everything....i'm all confused with mixed feelings and i want to know what's going on. i care about you and if i ever did anything to hurt you, i'm sorry. you know sometimes, it's just so hard to let a person know how you really feel, but when you love someone, you make sacrifices for them, go through all the pain and trouble, to understand. -
so what if it hurts me, or if i break down, even if this world just throws me off the edge,feet run out of ground, i'm just trying to be happy.